September, 1936, issue of Cosmopolitan magazine.
It was now lunch time and they were all sitting under the double
green fly of the dining tent pretending that nothing had happened.
“Will you have lime juice or lemon squash?” Macomber
asked.
“I’ll have a gimlet,” Robert Wilson told him.
“I’ll have a gimlet too. I need something,” Macomber’s
wife said.
“I suppose it’s the thing to do,” Macomber agreed.
“Tell him to make three gimlets.”
The mess boy had started them already, lifting the bottles out of the canvas
cooling bags that sweated wet in the wind that blew through the trees that
shaded the tents.
“What had I ought to give them?” Macomber asked.
“A quid would be plenty,”
“Will the headman distribute it?”
“Absolutely.”
Francis Macomber had, half an hour before, been
carried to his tent from the edge of the camp in triumph on the arms and
shoulders of the cook, the personal boys, the skinner and the porters. The
gun-bearers had taken no part in the demonstration. When the native boys
put him down at the door of his tent, he had shaken all their hands, received
their congratulations, and then gone into the tent and sat on the bed until his
wife came in. She did not speak to him when she came in and he left the tent at
once to wash his face and hands in the portable wash basin outside and go over
to the dining tent to sit in a comfortable canvas chair in the breeze and the
shade.
“You’ve got your lion,” Robert Wilson said to him, “and a damned fine one too.”
Mrs. Macomber looked at
“He is a good lion, isn’t he?” Macomber said. His
wife looked at him now. She looked at both these men as though she had never
seen them before.
One, Wilson, the white hunter, she knew she had never truly seen before. He was
about middle height with sandy hair, a stubby mustache, a very red face and
extremely cold blue eyes with faint white wrinkles at the corners that grooved
merrily when he smiled. He smiled at her now and she looked away from his face
at the way his shoulders sloped in the loose tunic he wore with the four big
cartridges held in loops where the left breast pocket should have been, at his
big brown hands, his old slacks, his very dirty boots and back to his red face
again. She noticed where the baked red of his face stopped in a white line that
marked the circle left by his Stetson hat that hung now from one of the pegs of
the tent pole.
“Well, here’s to the lion,” Robert Wilson said. He smiled at her again and, not
smiling, she looked curiously at her husband.
Francis Macomber was very tall, very well built if
you did not mind that length of bone, dark, his hair cropped like an oarsman,
rather thin-lipped, and was considered handsome. He was dressed in the same
sort of safari clothes that Wilson wore except that his were new, he was
thirty-five years old, kept himself very fit, was good at court games, had a
number of big-game fishing records, and had just shown himself, very publicly,
to be a coward.
“Here’s to the lion,” he said. “I can’t ever thank you for what you did.”
Margaret, his wife, looked away from him and back to
“Let’s not talk about the lion,” she said.
“It’s been a very strange day,” she said. “Hadn’t you ought to put your hat on
even under the canvas at noon? You told me that, you know.”
“Might put it on,” said
“You know you have a very red face, Mr. Wilson,” she told him and smiled again.
“Drink,” said
“I don’t think so,” she said. “Francis drinks a great deal, but his face is
never red.”
“It’s red today,” Macomber tried a joke.
“No,” said Margaret. “It’s mine that’s red today. But Mr. Wilson’s is always
red.
“Must be racial,” said
“I’ve just started on it.”
“Let’s chuck it,” said
“Conversation is going to be so difficult,” Margaret said.
“Don’t be silly, Margot,” her husband said.
“No difficulty,”
Margot looked at them both and they both saw that she was going to cry.
“I wish it hadn’t happened. Oh, I wish it hadn’t happened,” she said and
started for her tent. She made no noise of crying but they could see that her
shoulders were shaking under the rose-colored, sun-proofed shirt she wore.
“Women upset,” said
“No,” said Macomber. “I suppose that I rate that for
the rest of my life now.”
“Nonsense. Let’s have a spot of the giant killer,” said
“We might try,” said Macomber. “I won’t forget what
you did for me though.”
“Nothing,” said
So they sat there in the shade where the camp was pitched under some
wide-topped acacia trees with a boulder-strewn cliff behind them, and a stretch
of grass that ran to the bank of a boulder-filled stream in front with forest
beyond it, and drank their just-cool lime drinks and avoided one another’s eyes
while the boys all knew about it now and when he saw Macomber’s
personal boy looking curiously at his master while he was putting dishes on the
table he snapped at him in Swahili. The boy turned away with his face blank.
“What were you telling him?” Macomber asked.
“Nothing. Told him to look alive or I’d see he got about fifteen of the best.”
“What’s that? Lashes?”
“It’s quite illegal,”
“Do you still have them whipped?”
“Oh, yes. They could raise a row if they chose to complain. But they don’t.
They prefer it to the fines.”
“How strange!” said Macomber.
“Not strange, really,”
Then he felt embarrassed at asking it and before Macomber
could answer he went on, “We all take a beating every day, you know, one way or
another.”
This was no better. “Good God,” he thought. “I am a diplomat, aren’t I?”
“Yes, we take a beating,” said Macomber, still not
looking at him. “I’m awfully sorry about that lion business. It doesn’t have to
go any further, does it? I mean no one will hear about it, will they?”
“You mean will I tell it at the Mathaiga Club?”
“No,” said
He had decided now that to break would be much easier. He would eat, then, by
himself and could read a book with his meals. They would eat by themselves. He
would see them through the safari on a very formal basis—what was it the French
called it? Distinguished consideration—and it would be a damn sight easier than
having to go through this emotional trash. He’d insult him and make a good
clean break. Then he could read a book with his meals and he’d still be
drinking their whisky. That was the phrase for it when a safari went bad.
You ran into another while hunter and you asked, “How is everything going?” and
he answered, “Oh, I’m still drinking their whisky,” and you knew everything had
gone to pot.
“I’m sorry,” Macomber said and looked at him with his
American face that would stay adolescent until it became middle-aged, and
Wilson noted his crew-cropped hair, fine eyes only faintly shifty, good nose,
thin lips and handsome jaw. “I’m sorry I didn’t realize that. There are
lots of things I don’t know.”
So what could he do,
“I bolted like a rabbit,” Macomber said.
Now what in hell were you going to do about a man who talked like that,
“Maybe I can fix it up on buffalo,” he said. “We’re after them next, aren’t we?
“In the morning if you like,”
“Here comes the Memsahib,” he said. She was walking over from her tent looking
refreshed and cheerful and quite lovely. She had a very perfect oval face, so
perfect that you expected her to be stupid. But she wasn’t stupid,
“How is the beautiful red-faced Mr. Wilson? Are you feeling better,
Francis, my pearl?”
“Oh, much,” said Macomber.
“I’ve dropped the whole thing,” she said, sitting down at the table. “What
importance is there to whether Francis is any good at killing lions? That’s not
his trade. That’s Mr. Wilson’s trade. Mr. Wilson is really very impressive
killing anything. You do kill anything, don’t you?”
“Oh, anything,” said
“We’re going after buff in the morning,” he told her.
“I”m coming,” she said.
“No, you’re not.”
“Oh, yes, I am. Mayn’t I, Francis?”
“Why not stay in camp”
“Not for anything,” she said. “I wouldn’t miss something like today for
anything.
When she left,
“We’ll put on another show for you tomorrow,” Francis Macomber
said.
“You’re not coming,”
“You’re very mistaken,” she told him. “And I want so to see you perform again.
You were lovely this morning. That is if blowing things’ heads of is lovely.”
“Here’s the lunch,” said
“Why not? I didn’t come out here to be dull.”
“Well, it hasn’t been dull,”
“Oh, no,” she said. “It’s been charming. And tomorrow. You don’t know how I
look forward to tomorrow.”
“That’s eland he’s offering you,”
“They’re the big cowy things that jump like hares,
aren’t they?”
“I suppose that describes them,”
“It’s very good meat,” Macomber said.
“Yes.”
They’re not dangerous, are they?”
“Only if they fall on you,”
“I’m so glad.”
“Why not let up on the bitchery just a little, Margot,” Macomber
said, cutting the eland steak and putting some mashed potato, gravy and carrot
on the down=-turned fork that tined through the piece of meat.
“I suppose I could,” she said, “since you put it so prettily.”
“Tonight we’ll have champagne for the lion,”
“Oh, the lion,” Margot said. “I’d forgotten the lion!”
So, Robert Wilson thought to himself, she is giving him a ride, isn’t she? Or
do you suppose that’s her idea of putting up a good show? How should a woman
act when she discovers her husband is a bloody coward? She’s damn cruel but
they’re all cruel. They govern, of course, and to govern one has to be cruel
sometimes. Still, I’ve seen enough of their damn terrorism.
“Have some more eland,” he said to her politely.
That afternoon, late, Wilson and Macomber went out in
the motor car with the native driver and the two gun-bearers. Mrs. Macomber stayed in the camp. It was too hot to go out, she
said, and she was going with them in the early morning. As they drove off
Wilson saw her standing under the the big tree,
looking pretty rather than beautiful in her faintly rosy khaki, her dark hair
drawn back off her forehead and gathered in a knot low on her neck, her face as
fresh, he thought, as though she were in England. She waved to them as the car
went off through the swale of high grass and curved around through the trees
into the small hills of orchard bush.
In the orchard bush they found a herd of impala, and leaving the car they
stalked one old ram with long, wide-spread horns and Macomber
killed it with a very creditable shot that knocked the buck down at a good two
hundred yards and sent the herd off bounding wildly and leaping over one
another’s backs in long, leg-drawn-up leaps as unbelievable and as floating as
those one makes sometimes in dreams.
“That was a good shot,”
“Is it a worth-while head?” Macomber asked.
“It’s excellent,”
“Do you think we’ll find buffalo tomorrow?”
“There’s good chance of it. They feed out early in the morning and with luck we
may catch them in the open.”
I’d like to clear away that lion business,” Macomber
said.
“It’s not very pleasant to have your wife see you do something like that.”
I should think it would be even more unpleasant to do it,
But that night after dinner and a whisky and soda by the fire before going to
bed, as Francis Macomber lay on his cot with the
mosquito bar over him and listened to the night noises it was not all over. It
was neither all over nor was it beginning. It was there exactly as it happened
with some parts of it indelibly emphasized and he was miserably ashamed at it.
But more than shame he felt cold, hollow fear in him. The fear was still there
like a cold slimy hollow in all the emptiness where once his confidence had
been and it made him feel sick. It was still there with him now.
It had started the night before when he had wakened and heard the lion roaring
somewhere up along the river. It was a deep sound and at the and there were
sort of coughing grunts that made him seem just outside the tent, and when
Francis Macomber woke in the night to hear it he was
afraid. He could hear his wife breathing quietly, asleep. There was no one to
tell he was afraid, nor to be afraid with him, and, lying alone, he did not
know the Somali proverb that says a brave man is always frightened three times
by a lion; when he first sees his track, when he first hears him roar and when
he first confronts him. Then while they were eating breakfast by lantern light out
in the dining tent, before the sun was up, the lion roared again and Francis
thought he was just at the edge of camp.
“Sounds like an old-timer,” Robert Wilson said, looking up from his kippers and
coffee. “Listen to him cough.”
“Is he very close?”
“A mile or so up the stream.”
“Will we see him?”
“We’ll have a look.”
“Does his roaring carry that far? It sounds as though he were right in camp.”
“Carries a hell of a long way,” said Robert Wilson. “It’s strange the way it
carries. Hope he’s a shootable cat. The boys said
there was a very big one about here.”
“If I get a shot, where should I hit him,” Macomber
asked. “to stop him?”
“In the shoulders,”
“I hope I can place it properly,” Macomber said.
“You shoot very well, “
“What range will it be?”
“Can’t tell. Lion has something to say about that. Won’t shoot unless it’s
close enough so you can make sure.”
“At under a hundred yards?” Macomber asked.
“Hundred’s about right. Might have to take him a bit under. Shouldn’t chance a
shot at much over that. A hundred’s a decent range. You can hit him wherever
you want at that. Here comes the Memsahib.”
“Good morning,” she said. “Are we going after that lion?”
“As soon as you deal with your breakfast,”
“How are you feeling?”
“Marvelous,” she said. “I’m very excited.”
“I’ll just go and see that everything is ready,”
“Noisy beggar,”
“What’s the matter, Francis?” his wife asked him.
“Nothing,” Macomber said.
“Yes, there is,” she said. “What are you upset about?”
“Nothing,” he said.
“Tell me,” she looked at him. “Don’t you feel well?”
“It’s that damned roaring,” she said. “It’s been going on all night, you know.”
“Why didn’t you wake me, she said. I’d love to heard it.
“I’ve got to kill the damned thing,” Macomber said,
miserably.
“Well, that’s what you’re out here for, isn’t it?”
“Yes. But I’m nervous. Hearing the thing roar gets on my nerves.”
“Well then, as
“Yes, darling,” said Francis Macomber. “It sounds
easy, doesn’t it?”
“You’re not afraid, are you?”
“Of course not. But I’m nervous from hearing him roar all night.”
“You’ll kill him marvelously,” she said. “I know you will. I’m awfully anxious
to see it.”
“Finish your breakfast and we’ll be starting.”
It’s not light yet,” she said. “This is a ridiculous hour.”
Just then as the lion roared in a deep-chested
moaning, suddenly guttural, ascending vibration that seemed to shake the air
and ended in a sigh and a heavy, deep-chested grunt.
“He sounds almost here,” Macomber’s wife said.
“My God,” said Macomber. “I hate that damned noise.”
“It’s very impressive.”
“Impressive. It’s frightful.”
Robert Wilson came up then carrying his short, ugly, shockingly big-bored .505
Gibbs and grinning.
“Come on,” he said. “Your gun-bearer has your
“Yes.”
“I’m ready,” Mrs. Macomber said.
“Must make him stop that racket,”
They climbed into the motor car and, in the gray first day-light, moved off up
the river through the trees. Macomber opened the
breech of his rifle and saw had metal-cased bullets, shut the bolt and put the
rifle on safety. He saw his hand was trembling. He felt in his pocket for more
cartridges and moved his fingers over the cartridges in the loops of his tunic
front. He turned back to where
On the far bank of the stream Macomber could
see, above the trees, vultures circling and plummeting down.
“Chances are he’ll come to drink along here,”
They were driving slowly along the high bank of the stream which here cut
deeply to its boulder-filled bed, and they wound in and out through big trees
as they drove. Macomber was watching the opposite
bank when he felt
“There he is,” he heard the whisper. “Ahead and to the right. Get out and take
him. He’s marvelous lion.”
Macomber saw the lion now. He was standing almost broadside,
his great head up and turned toward them. The early morning breeze that blew
toward them was just stirring his dark mane, and the lion looked huge,
silhouetted on the rise of bank in the gray morning light, his shoulders heavy,
his barrel of a body bulking smoothly.
“How far is he?” asked Macomber, raising his rifle.
“About seventy-five. Get out and take him.”
“Why not shoot from where I am?”
“You don’t shoot them from cars,” he heard
Macomber stepped out of the curved opening at the
side of the front seat, onto the step and down onto the ground. The lion still
stood looking majestically and coolly toward this object that his eyes only
showed in silhouette, bulking like some superrhino.
There was no man smell carried toward his and he watched the object, moving his
great head a little from side to side. Then watching the object, not afraid,
but hesitating before going down the bank to drink with such a thing opposite
him, he saw a man figure detach itself from it and he turned his heavy head and
swung away toward the cover for the trees as he heard a cracking crash and felt
the slam of a .30-06 220-grain solid bullet that bit his flank and ripped in
sudden hot scalding nausea through his stomach. He trotted, heavy, big-footed,
swinging wounded lull-bellied, the trees toward the tall grass and cover, and
the crash came again to go past him ripping the air apart. Then it crashed
again and he felt the blow as it hit his lower ribs and ripped on through,
blood sudden hot and frothy in his mouth, and he galloped toward the high grass
where he could crouch and not be seen and make them bring the crashing thing
close enough so he could make a rush and get the man that held it.
Macomber had not thought how the lion felt as he got
out of the car. He only knew his hands were shaking and as he walked away from
the car it was almost impossible for him to make his legs move. They were stiff
in the thighs, but he could feel the muscles fluttering. He raised the rifle,
sighted on the junction of the lion’s head and shoulders and pulled the
trigger. Nothing happened though he pulled until he thought his finger would
break. Then he knew he had the safety on and as he lowered the rifle to move the
safety over he moved another frozen pace forward, and the lion seeing his
silhouette now clear of the silhouette of the car, turned an started off at a
trot, and, as Macomber fired, he heard a whunk that meant that the bullet was home; but the
lion kept on going. Macomber shot again and every one
saw the bullet throw a spout of dirt beyond the trotting lion. He shot again,
remembering to lower his aim, and they all heard the bullet hit, and the lion
went into a gallop and was in the tall grass before he had the bolt pushed
forward.
Macomber stood there feeling sick at his stomach, his
hands that held the springfield still cocked,
shaking, and his wife and Robert Wilson were standing by him. Beside him too
were the two gun-bearers chattering in Wakamba.
“I hit him,” Macomber said. “I hit him twice.”
“You gut-shot him and you hit him somewhere forward,”
“You may have killed him”
“What do you mean?”
“Let him get sick before we follow him up.”
“Oh,” said Macomber.
“He’s a hell of a fine lion,”
“Why is it bad?”
“Can’t see him until you’re on him.”
“Oh,” said Macomber.
“Come on,” said
“Stay here, Margot,” Macomber said to his wife. His
mouth was very dry and it was hard for him to talk.
“Why?” she asked.
“
“We’re going to have a look,”
“All right.”
Then they went down the steep bank and across the stream, climbing over and
around the boulders and up the other bank, pulling up by some projecting roots,
and along it until they found where the lion had been trotting when Macomber first shot. There was dark blood on the short
grass that the gun-bearers pointed out with grass stems, and that ran away
behind the river bank trees.
“What do we do?” asked Macomber.
“Not much choice,” said
“Can’t we set the grass on fire?” Macomber asked.
“Too green.”
“Can’t we send beaters?”
“What about the gun-bearers?”
“Oh, they’ll go with us. It’s their shauri. You see,
they signed on for it. They don’t look too happy though, do they?”
“I don’t want to go in there,” said Macomber. It was
out before he knew he’d said it.
“Neither do I,” said
“You don’t have to go in, of course,” he said. “that’s what I’m hired for, you
know. That’s why I’m so expensive.”
“You mean you’d go in by yourself? Why not leave him there?”
Robert Wilson, whose entire occupation had been with the lion ands the problem
he presented, and who had not been thinking about Macomber
except to note that he was rather windy, suddenly felt as though he had opened
the wrong door in a hotel and seen something shameful.
“What do you mean?”
“Why not just leave him?”
“You mean pretend to ourselves he hasn’t been hit?”
“No. Just drop it.
“It isn’t done.”
“Why not?”
“For one thing, he’s certain to be suffering. For another, some one else might
run on to him.”
“I see.”
“But you don’t have to have anything to do with it.”
“I’d like to,” Macomber said. “I’m just scared, you
know.”
“I’ll go ahead when we go in,”
“No, I want to go.”
“All right,” said
“I want to go,” said Macomber.
They sat under a tree and smoked.
“What to go back and speak to the Memsahib while we’re waiting?”
“No.”
“I’ll just step back and tell her to be patient.”
“Good,” said Macomber. He sat there, sweating under
his arms, his mouth dry, his stomach hollow feeling, wanting to find courage to
tell
Macomber took the big gun and
“Keep behind me and about five yards to the right and do exactly as I tell
you.” Then he spoke in Swahili to the two gun-bearers who looked the picture of
gloom.
“Let’s go,” he said.
“Could I have a drink of water?” Macomber asked.
Wilson spoke to the older gun-bearer, who wore a canteen on his belt, and the
man unbuckled it, unscrewed the top and handed it to Macomber,
who took it noticing how heavy it seemed and how hairy and shoddy the felt
covering was in his hand. He raised it to drink and looked ahead at the high
grass with the flat-topped trees behind it. A breeze was blowing toward them
and the grass rippled gently in the wind. He looked at the gun-bearer and he
could see the gun-bearer was suffering too with fear.
Thirty-five yards into the grass the big lion lay flattened out along the
ground. His ears where back and his only movement was a slight twitching up and
down of his long, black-tufted tail. He had turned at bay as soon as he had
reached this cover and he was sick with the wound through his full belly, and
weakening with the wound through his lungs that brought a thin foamy red to his
mouth each time he breathed. His flanks were wet and hot and flies were on the
little openings the solid bullets had made in his tawny hide, and his big
yellow eyes, narrowed with hate, looked straight ahead, only blinking when the
pain came as he breathed, and his claws dug in the soft baked earth. All of
him, pain, sickness, hatred and all of his remaining strength, was tightening
into an absolute concentration for a rush. He could hear the men talking and he
waited, gathering all of himself into this preparation for a charge as soon as
the men would come into the grass. As he heard their voices his tail stiffened
to twitch up and down, and, as they came into the edge of the grass, he made a
coughing grunt and charged.
Kongoni, the old gun-bearer, in the lead watching the
blood spoor, Wilson watching the grass for any movement, his big gun ready, the
second gun-bearer looking ahead and listening, Macomber
close to Wilson, his rifle cocked, they had just moved into the grass when Macomber hear the blood-choked coughing grunt, and saw the
swishing rush in the grass. The next thing he knew he was running; running
wildly, in panic in the open, running toward the stream.
He heard the ca-ra-wong! of
“What to take pictures?”
“No,” he said.
That was all any one had said until they reached the motor car. Then
“Hell of a fine lion. Boys will skin him out. We might as well stay here in the
shade.”
Macomber’s wife had not looked at him nor he at her
and he had sat by her in the back seat with
“Oh, I say,” said
“Mr. Robert Wilson,” she said. “The beautiful red-faced Mr. Robert Wilson.”
Then she sat down beside Macomber again and looked
away across the stream to where the lion lay, with uplifted, white-muscled,
tendon-marked naked forearms, and white bloating belly, as the black men
fleshed away the skin. Finally the gun-bearer brought the skin over, wet and
heavy, and climbed in behind with it, rolling it up before they got in, and the
motor car started. No one had said anything more until they were back in camp.
That was the story of the lion. Macomber did not know
how the lion had felt before he started his rush, nor during it when the
unbelievable smash of the .505 with a muzzle velocity of two tons had hit him
in the mouth, nor what kept him coming after that, when the second ripping
crash had smashed his hind quarters and he had come crawling on toward the
crashing, blasting thing that had destroyed him.
His wife had been through with him before but it never lasted. He was very
wealthy, and would be much wealthier, and he knew she would not leave him ever
now. That was one of the few things that he really knew. He knew about that,
about motorcycles—that was earliest—about motor cars, about
duck-shooting, about fishing, trout, salmon and big-sea, about sex in books,
many books, too many books, about all court games, about dogs, not much about
horses, about hanging on to his money, abut most of the other things his world
dealt in, and about his wife not leaving him. His wife had been a great beauty
and she was still a great beauty in
All in all they were known as a comparatively happily married couple, one of
those whose disruption is often rumored but never occurs, and as the society
columnist put it, they were adding more than a spice of adventure to their much
envied and ever enduring romance by a Safari in what was known as Darkest
Africa until the Martin Johnsons lighted it on so many silver screens where
they were pursuing Old Simba the lion, the buffalo, Tembo the elephant and as well collecting specimens for the
Museum of Natural History. This same columnist had reported them on the verge
as least three times in the past and they had been. But they always made it up.
They had a sound basis of union. Margot was too beautiful for Macomber to divorce her and Macomber
had too much money for Margot ever to leave him.
It was now about three o’clock in the morning and Francis macomber,
who had been asleep a little while after he had stopped thinking about the
lion, wakened and then slept again, woke suddenly, frightened in a dream of the
bloody-headed lion standing over him, and listening while his heart pounded, he
realized that his wife was not in the other cot in the tent. He lay awake with
the knowledge of two hours.
At the end of that time his wife came into the tent, lifted her mosquito bar
and crawled cozily into bed.
“Where have you been?” Macomber asked in the
darkness.
“Hello,” she said. “Are you awake?”
“Where have you been?”
“I just went out to get a breath of air.”
“You did, like hell.”
“What do you want me to say, darling?”
“Where have you been?”
“Out to get a breath of air.”
“That’s a new name for it. You are a bitch.”
“Well, you’re coward.”
“All right,” he said. “What of it?”
“Nothing as far as I’m concerned. But please let’s not talk, darling, because
I’m very sleepy.”
“You think that I’ll take anything.”
“I know you will, sweet.”
“Well, I won’t.”
“Please, darling, let’s not talk. I’m so very sleepy.”
“There wasn’t going to be any of that. You promised there wouldn’t be.”
“Well, there is now,” she said sweetly.
“You said if we made this trip that there would be none of that. You promised.”
“Yes, darling. That’s the way I meant it to be. But the trip was spoiled
yesterday. We don’t have to talk about it, do we?”
“You don’t wait long when you have an advantage, do you?”
“Please let’s not talk. I”m so sleepy, darling.”
“I’m going to talk.”
“Don’t mind me then, because I’m going to sleep.” And she did.
At breakfast they were all three at the table before daylight and Francis Macomber found that, of all the many men that he had hated,
he hated Robert Wilson the most.
“Sleep well?”
“Did you?”
“Topping,” the white hunter told him.
You bastard, thought Macomber, you insolent bastard.
So she woke him when she came in,
“Do you think we’ll find buffalo?” Margot asked, pushing away a dish of
apricots.”
“Chance of it,”
“Not for anything,” she told him.
“Why not order her to stay in camp?”
“Your order her,” said Macomber coldly.
“Let’s not have any ordering, nor,” turning to Macomber,
“any silliness, Francis,” Margot said quite pleasantly.
“Are you ready to start?” Macomber asked.
“Any time,”
“Does it make any difference whether I do or not?”
The hell with it, thought Robert Wilson. The utter complete hell with it. So
this is what it’s going to be like. Well, this is what it’s going to be like,
then.
“Makes no difference,” he said.
“You’re sure you wouldn’t like to stay in camp with her yourself and let me go
out and hunt the buffalo? Macomber asked.
“Can’t do that,” said
“I’m not talking rot. I’m disgusted.”
“Bad word, disgusted.”
“Francis, will you please try to speak sensibly!” his wife said.
“I speak too damned sensibly,” Macomber said. “Did
you ever eat such filthy food?”
“Something wrong with the food?” asked
“No more than with everything else.”
“I’d pull yourself together, laddybuck,”
“The hell with him.”
“If you make a scene I’ll leave you, darling,” Margot said quietly.
“No, you won’t.”
“You can try it and see.”
“You won’t leave me.”
“No,” she said. “I won’t leave you and you’ll behave yourself.”
“Behave myself? That’s a way to talk. Behave myself.”
“Yes. Behave yourself.”
“Why don’t you try behaving?”
“I’ve tried it so long. So very long.”
“I hate that red-faced swine,” Macomber said. “I
loathe the sight of him.”
“He’s really very nice.”
“Oh, shut up,” Macomber almost shouted. Just then the
car came up and stopped in front of the dining tent and the driver and the two
gun-bearers got out.
“Going, shooting?” he asked.
“Yes,” said Macomber, standing up. “Yes.”
“Better bring a woolly. It will be cool in the car,”
“I’ll get my leather jacket,” Margot said.
“The boy has it,”
Hope the silly beggar doesn’t take a notion to blow the back of my head off,
The car was grinding down to cross the river at a pebbly ford in the gray
daylight and then climbed, angling up the steep bank, where Wilson had ordered
a way shoveled out the day before so they could reach the parklike
wooded rolling country on the far side.
It was a good morning,
He, Robert Wilson, carried a double size cot on safari to accommodate any
windfalls he might receive. He had hunted for a certain clientele, the
international, fast, sporting set, where the women did not feel they were
getting their money’s worth unless they had shared that cot with the white
hunter. He despised them when he was away from them although he liked some of
them well enough at the time, but he made his living by them; and their
standards were his standards as long as they were hiring him.
They were his standards in all except the shooting. He had his own standards
about the killing and they could live up to them or get some one else to hunt
them. He knew, too, that they all respected him for this. This Macomber was an odd one though. Damned if he wasn’t. Now
the wife. Well, the wife. Yes, the wife. Hm, the
wife. Well he’s dropped all that. He looked around at them. Macomber
sat grim and furious. Margot smiled at him. She looked younger today, more
innocent and fresher and not so professionally beautiful. What’s in her heart
God knows,
The motor car climbed up a slight rise and went on through the trees and then
out into a grassy prairie-like opening and kept in the shelter of the trees
along the edge, the driver going slowly and
“By God, there they are!”
And looking where he pointed, while the car jumped forward and
“They’re three old bulls,”
The car was going a wild forty-five miles an hour across the open and as Macomber watched, the buffalo got bigger and bigger until
he could see the gray, hairless, scabby look of one huge bull and how his neck
was a part of his shoulders and the shiny black of his horns as he galloped a
little behind the others that were strung out in that steady plunging gait; and
then, the car swaying as though it had just jumped a road, they drew up close
ands he could see the plunging hugeness of the bull, and the dust in his
sparsely haired hide, the wide boss of horn and his outstretched, wide-nostrilled muzzle, and he was raising his rifle when Wilson
shouted, “Not from the car, you fool!” and he had no fear, only hatred of
Wilson, while the brakes clamped on and the car skidded, plowing sideways to an
almost stop and Wilson was out on one side and he on the other, stumbling as
his feet hit the still speeding-by of the earth, and then he was shooting at
the bull as he moved away, hearing the bullets whunk
into him, emptying his riffle at him as he moved steadily away, finally
remembering to get his shots forward into the shoulder, and as he fumbled to
reload, he saw the bull was down. Down on his knees, his big head tossing, and
seeing the other two still galloping he shot at the leader and hit him. He shot
again and missed and he heard the carawonging roar as
“Get that other,”
But the other bull was moving steadily at the same gallop and he missed,
throwing a spout of dirt, and
They were behind him and Macomber was filling his
rifle, dropping shells onto the ground, jamming it, clearing the jam, then they
were almost up with the bull when Wilson yelled “Stop,” and the car skidded so
that it almost swung over and Macomber fell forward
as he aimed into the galloping, rounded black back, aimed and shot again, then
again, then again, and the bullets, all of them hitting, had no effect on the
buffalo that he could see. Then
“All right,”
Macomber felt a drunken elation.
“How many times did you shoot?” he asked.
“Just three,”
“Let’s go to the car,” said Macomber. “I want a
drink.”
“Got to finish off that buff first,”
“Watch he doesn’t get up,”
Macomber aimed carefully at the center of the huge,
jerking, rage-driven neck and shot. At the shot the head dropped forward.
“That does it,” said
“Let’s get the drink,” said Macomber. In his life he
had never felt so good.
“In the car Macomber’s wife sat very white-faced.
“You were marvelous, darling,” she said to Macomber.
“What a ride.”
“Was it rough?”
“It was frightful. I’ve never been more frightened in my life.”
“Let’s all have a drink,” Macomber said.
“By all means,” said
“It was frightfully exciting,” she said. “It’s given me a dreadful headache. I
didn’t know you were allowed to shoot them from cars though.”
“No one shot from cars,” said
“I mean chase them from cars.”
“Wouldn’t ordinarily,”
“It seemed very unfair to me,” Margot said, “chasing those big helpless things
in a motor car.”
“Did it?” said
“What would happen if they heard about it in
“I’d lose my license for one thing. Other unpleasantnesses,”
“Really?”
“Well,” said Macomber, and he smiled for the first
time all day. “Now she has something on you.”
“You have such a pretty way of putting things, Francis,” Margot Macomber said.
“My God, no,” Macomber said.
“Here he comes,”
Approaching them was the middle-aged gun-bearer, limping along in his knitted
cap, khaki tunic, shorts and rubber sandals, gloomy-faced and disgusted
looking. As he came up he called out to
“What does he say?” asked Margot.
“He says the first bull got up and went into the bush,”
“Oh,” said Macomber blankly.
“Then it’s going to be just like the lion,” said Margot, full of anticipation.
“It’s not going to be a dammed bit like the lion,”
“Thanks, yes, Macomber said. He expected the feeling
he had had about the lion to come back but it did not. For the first time in
his life he rally felt wholly without fear. Instead of fear he had a feeling of
definite elation.
“We’ll go and have a look at the second bull,”
“What are you going to do?” asked Margaret Macomber.
“Take a look at the buff,”
“I’ll come.”
“Come along.”
The three of them walked over to where the second buffalo bulked blackly in the
open, head forward on the grass, the massive horns swung wide.
“He’s a very good head,”
Macomber was looking at him with delight.
“He’s hateful looking,” said Margot. “Can‘t we go into the shade?”
“Of course,”
“Yes.”
“That’s where the first bull went in. The gun-bearer said when he fell off the
bull was down. He was watching us helling along and
the other two buff galloping. When he looked up there was the bull up and
looking at him. Gun-bearer ran like hell and the bull went off slowly into the
bush.”
“Can we go in after him now?” asked Macomber eagerly.
“No, we’ll give him a while.”
“Let’s please go into the shade,” Margot said. Her face was white and she
looked ill.
They made their way to the car where it stood under a single, wide-spreading
tree and all climbed in.
“Chances are he’s dead in there,”
Macomber felt a wild unreasonable happiness that he
had never known before.
“By God, that was a chase,” he said. “I’ve never felt any such feeling.
Wasn’t it marvelous, Margot?”
“I hated it.”
“Why?”
“I hated it,” she said bitterly. “I loathed it.”
“You know I don’t think I’d ever be afraid of anything again,” Macomber said to
“Cleans out your liver,” said
Macomber’s face was shining. “You know something did
happen to me,” he said. “I feel absolutely different.”
His wife said nothing and eyed him strangely. She was sitting far back in the
seat and Macomber was sitting forward talking to
Wilson who turned sideways talking over the back of the front seat.
“You know, I’d like to try another lion,” Macomber
said. “I’m really not afraid of them now. After all, what can they do to you?”
“That’s it,” said
He was very embarrassed, having brought out this thing he had lived by, but he
had seen men come of age before and it always moved him. It was not a matter of
their twenty-first birthday.
It had taken a strange chance of hunting, a sudden precipitation into action
without opportunity for worrying beforehand, to bring this about with Macomber, but regardless of how it had happened it had most
certainly happened. Look at the beggar now,
From the far corner of the seat Margaret Macomber
looked at the two of them. There was no change in
“Do you have that feeling of happiness about what’s going to happen?” Macomber asked, still exploring his new wealth.
“You’re not supposed to mention it,”
But you have a feeling of happiness about action to come?”
“Yes,” said
“You’re both talking rot,” said Margot. “Just because you’ve chased some
helpless animals in a motor car you talk like heroes.
“Sorry,” said
“If you don’t know what we’re talking about why not keep out of it?” Macomber asked his wife.
“You’ve gotten awfully brave, awfully suddenly,” his wife said contemptuously,
but her contempt was not secure. She was very afraid of something.
Macomber laughed, a very natural hearty laugh. “You
know I have,” he said. “I really have.”
“Isn’t it sort of late?” Margot said bitterly. Because she had done the best
she could for many years back and the way they were together now was no one
person’s fault.
“Not for me,” said Macomber.
Margot said nothing but sat back in the corner of the seat.
“Do you think we’ve given him time enough?” Macomber
asked
“We might have a look,”
“The gun-bearer has some.”
“You might as well shoot the
He called to the gun-bearers, who came up wiping their hands, and the older one
got into the back.
“I’ll only take Kongoni,”
As the car moved slowly across the open space toward the island of brushy trees
that ran in a tongue of foliage along a dry water course that cut the open
swale, Macomber felt his heart pounding and his mouth
was dry again, but it was excitement, not fear.
“Here’s where he went in,”
The car was parallel to the patch of bush. Macomber,
Wilson and the gun-bearer got down. Macomber, looking
back, saw his wife, with the rifle by her side, looking at him. He waved to her
and she did not wave back.
The brush was very thick ahead and the ground was dry. The middle-aged
gun-bearer was sweating heavily and
“He’s dead in there,”
Francis Macomber lay now, face down, not two yards
from where the buffalo lay on his side and his wife knelt over him with
“I wouldn’t turn him over,”
The woman was crying hysterically.
“I’d get back in the car,”
She shook her head, her face contorted. The gun-bearer picked up the rifle.
Leave it as it is,” said
He knelt down, took a handkerchief from his pocket, and spread it over Francis Macomber’s crew-cropped head where it lay. The blood sank
into the dry, loose earth.
“That was a pretty thing to do,” he said in a toneless voice. “He would have
left you too.”
“Stop it,” she said.
“Of course it’s an accident,” he said. “I know that.”
“Stop it,” she said.
“Don’t worry,” he said. “There will be a certain amount of unpleasantness but I
will have some photographs taken that will be very useful at the inquest.
There’s the testimony of the gun-bearer and the driver too. You’re perfectly
all right.”
“Stop it,” she said.
“There’s a hell of a lot to be done,” he said. “And I’ll have to send a truck
off to the lake to wireless for a plane to take the three of us into
“Stop it. Stop it. Stop it,” the woman cried.
“I’m through now,” he said. “I was a little angry. I’d begun to like your
husband.”
“Oh, please stop it,” she said. “Please, please stop it.”
“That’s better,”